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Personality Integration and Inner Training

Thursday, September 17th, 2020

Four weeks ago, I wrote a blog-post about the correspondence with a young Indian friend. The intense exchange on various topics of spiritual and everyday life went on, and she encouraged me to share about it in the blog: “You send me a lot of amazing information each time and I am starting to think that making our correspondences available on your blog could help other seekers. Please share your view on this. I know we both are overburdened with work at the moment ….” indeed, and so I could not immediately pick up the idea.
But I now grouped the topics of our exchange and will share parts of it now and in some future posts. The illustrations I use are from an excursion to the Lake Neuchâtel and (later) the Creux du Van near Neuchâtel – not related to the content.

As per the blog-post she replied:

“Thanks for making our exchange into a blog post. I see that a lot of youngsters these days are going through such crises and this post could help someone feel normal. I really like the part where you say it is personality integration and not spiritual progress. While I don’t entirely understand what a personality integration means, I have seen a handful of people misunderstanding this state as Vairagya or enlightenment or something else that sounds fancier. It never made sense to me because how can I think I am enlightened when I am unhappy and anxious? Losing interest in worldly things is probably just the beginning.”

My answer: “Personality integration sounds like a technical term but it is maybe the most important thing on the spiritual path, at least until higher initiations. It means orienting / transforming one’s life to be an expression of one’s soul, or better oneSelf, and not of one’s personality, the lower self. Please see here.
It very much has to do with finding a stable orientation in life, arranging one’s rhythms, activities – the everyday life, at home, in study/profession, in social relations…. in a way that the orientation to the soul becomes prime priority without neglecting the other needs. It should be so normal and decent that others might not perceive at all anything of your orientation, except maybe the very close ones. Master CVV calls it as ‘normal temperament’, being normal and not abnormal like most people who follow other things that the inner self, the inner Master.
In a way this means vairagya, orienting away from false values to the values of the soul. It needs no propagating as being spiritual or searching for anything.
Very rightly you wrote: ‘It never made sense to me because how can I think I am enlightened when I am unhappy and anxious? Losing interest in worldly things is probably just the beginning.’
This losing interest has to do, not with losing but with slowly finding the contact with the inner self. Master CVV speaks of giving 200 percent life, inside and outside, enjoying both, not one on the cost of the other, but living in a moderate way.”

Reply: “I understand personality integration better now and yes, this is exactly what I am going through. Being born into a Telugu Brahmin family I grew up with a lot of conditioning and suffered a lot because of the friction between my true self and my upbringing. At the beginning of my crisis my entire “value system”, which made me feel bad about myself fell apart and it was hard to accept who I really am without all these labels.
I started trying to get into a rhythm and like you said there were many challenges coming my way. First two days I managed to stick to my plans. Then I got a flu and was not able to work. There were many irritations and psychological disturbances each time….”

My answer: “Indeed, what you are experiencing is exactly what personality integration means – a lot of friction (this level is also called “fire by friction” in the books of the Tibetan Master & Master KPK’s teachings). You experience the same as I went through, having grown up in a very religious catholic family, where my parents wanted me to become a priest… – but that was not my plan, the plan of my soul. So I revolted against – and went through years of turbulences / intense search. It need not be like this but what you are experiencing is the work of the Master’s energy.
Master CVV was very unorthodox in his way of life and is in his means of training – it comes from inside, so your experiences are fine.
And it’s the best to ‘make friends with the personality’, as Master KPK says – not trying to change anything by pressure but with humour, continuous orientation to the soul and when something did not work, just see what is possible next time.
Yes, flu etc. are also means to ‘keep you cooking’…

Eleven Virgo Paintings

Saturday, August 22nd, 2020

Virgo stands for pure, virgin matter, free from all impurity. The virgin nature lets the spirit shine as the light of the World Mother. The World Mother is the most sublime aspect of creation. She is the unlimited light of consciousness that emerges from the background of existence as the pure virgin nature.

The symbolism of Virgo is visualised in the eleven Virgo paintings done between 2010 and 2020. For detailed detailed descriptions please see the ludgerphilips.org website.

Virgo – The Light in Matter
18 July 2010, pencils, crayons and photo work
Virgo – Purity and Holiness of Virgin Nature
19 June 2011, pencils, crayons and photo work
Virgo – Kwan-Yin, the Mother of Grace
12 May 2012, pencils, crayons and photo work
Virgo – The Sons and Daughters of the Virgin
12 April 2013, pencils and photo work
Virgo – The Mother and the Maturing of the Souls
10 May 2014, pencils and photo work
Virgo – Mother Nature Protecting the Solar Child
14 May 2015, pencils and photo work
Virgo – The Rainbow Aura of the World Mother
14 May 2016, pencils and photo work
Virgo – The World Mother and the Four States of the Word
17 May 2017, pencils and photo work
Virgo – Spiritual Light and Spiritual Food of Mankind
18 May 2018, pencils and photo work
Virgo – The World Mother, Planetary Chains and Root Races
09 May 2019, pencils and photo work
Virgo – Blessing of the Mother
21 May 2020, pencils and photo work

Today: 700th Birthday of Sripada Srivallabha

Saturday, August 22nd, 2020

Today, at the 4th ascending moon phase, with the sun entering Virgo, is celebrated the 700th birthday of Sripada Srivallabha. He is the first avatar of Lord Dattatreya during the present Kali Yuga, the dark age.

Srīpāda was born at sunrise on a day of Ganesh Chaturdhi in the year 1320 AD. Ganesh Chaturdhi is a festival in honour of Lord Ganesha, the elephant-headed deity, which celebrated on fourth ascending moon phase in Virgo. Thus, Srīpāda’s birthday is annually celebrated on the day of Ganesh Chaturdhi.

Here you find more about Sripada and about his biography. The English and German versions of the book are published and distributed by WTT – soon, there will be a reprint of the English version by Dhanistha India.

It’s now nearly 6 years ago that I came into conscious contact with Sripada, and it had a very strong impact on my life. I often blogged about it. At the moment, I’m proof-reading the French version of his biography – translated by my friend Sébastien from New Caledonia. Hopefully, the book will be published soon.

A greeting or request for Sripada’s blessing is: “Sripada Rajam Sharanam Prapadhye”, meaning: “We offer ourselves to the king who is Srīpāda and we live under his guidance and direction”. Here you can download / listen to the song Srīpāda Rājam Saranam Prapadhye.

Virgo – Blessing of the Mother

Tuesday, August 18th, 2020

For the divine light to express itself through us, a pure virginal mind is the prerequisite. Virgo is sign and time, when the germ of the soul matures – the probationary period on the spiritual path. After proper preparation through inner purification, the divine light can shine through us. Thus, the divine can descend into us to bless and uplift through the eyes and the voice.

It is said that the Father blesses through the Mother and thus gives birth to the Son of God in man. This is the Immaculate Conception and birth. The seven colours of the rainbow represent the unfolding grace of the Divine. The one white ray manifests through the seven colours of the rainbow.

On the left side of the picture you can see the profile of a statue of the World Mother, created with the help of the photo of a Durga statue in the Blue Mountains of South India. The germs of the maturing souls in the sphere of the earth were created with the help of the photo of a flower at the San Francisco airport. This sphere is limited by the rainbow against the vastness of blue space. Its seven colours stand for the seven planes of existence, whose seventh plane is the radiant light of the universe, which we perceive as darkness. In this darkness we can see the glyph and the stars of the constellation Virgo.

The symbolism of Virgo is visualised in the eleven Virgo paintings done between 2010 and 2020. For detailed detailed descriptions please see the ludgerphilips.org website.

21 May 2020, pencils and photo work

Launch of ANIMA Despertar Conciencia, a Spanish language new channel

Tuesday, August 4th, 2020

Today, 5th of August, there is the launch of “ANIMA Despertar Conciencia“, a new Spanish language channel committed to share knowledge in a completely free basis with the expansion of consciousness as a guiding line.

End of June, the Anima team contacted me to inform about their plans of the new communication project, “ANIMA: Despertar Conciencia” (ANIMA: Awakening Awareness):

“We want to create a communication channel that can reach those people who are not in new age groups but are looking for something else. And we plan to offer:

  • interviews with inspiring people
  • reports about sacred places
  • small courses about science and spirituality, astrology, yoga asanas, meditation, pranayama…
  • tips about good living (food, sexuality, drugs, money…) made by youngsters and addressed to youngsters

These are only some examples. All will be done in short videos, podcasts, images and short messages in social media, adapted to the current way of processing information for new generations.”

I knew all of the team but nothing yet about their fascinating project. It was the start of an intense cooperation to prepare the launch of the channel, which is now present, besides their website, on YouTube, Facebook, Instagram, Spotify and Anchor – on the last two with podcasts. We discussed many topics, such as dealing with money and sustainability, “long term vision for the project Anima: where we want to go? In 1 year in 5 years? And how to proceed in terms of dissemination/spreading of information”, maintaining quality and rhythm, preparing the launch and communication…

It is all volunteer work, and they had prepared the whole project while having to manage family / children, job, intense networking and team coordination.

We met on Zoom every Wednesday early morning – one couple came in from England, the others from Spain. One was joining the meeting on her way to office – from the train, the way to the office and a bit at the office table, all with mask, the others from their kitchen and living room. These were very focused and dynamic talks which I enjoyed very much.

The style of their project is like this cooperation – profound, dynamic, inspiring. And above all meeting the level of today’s young generation. If you don’t know Spanish – like me – see the site with Microsoft Edge or Google Chrome browser for automatic translation.

04th of August: Master CVV’s 152nd Birthday Celebration

Tuesday, August 4th, 2020

Today, on August 4th, we commemorate the birthday of Master CVV (1868-1922), who anchored the Aquarian energy on our planet. As per Indian counting, this year is his 153rd birthday; as per Western counting we now celebrate his 152nd birthday.

I already blogged many times about this extraordinary Master who has a profound impact on my life, and shortly also published a video.

Please find below an extract of Master KPK’s discourse at the “Master CVV’s Birthday Celebrations” 2019.

“Hearty fraternal greetings to the brotherhood. Master CVV was born on the 4th of August, 1868 at around 10:20 AM in the morning. That day the moon was in Dhanishta and it was a full moon day of Leo. To this day 151 years completed and we are celebrating the 152nd birthday today. On this day, we have all gathered here this morning to receive the grace of the Master. It is by his will that we could come here and participate in the morning prayer. We should remember that. There are two aspects. One is our thought that we should wake up early and participate in the group prayer today and another is the will of the Master who enables our thought to manifest. When the human effort and Divine will come together, any work happens but just human effort is not sufficient. Divine will depends on our karma and time. However, we should always put an effort if we feel it is a good thing to do. We should not stop putting efforts just because the result might be otherwise. We only have the right to work but no right to demand a result that we want. The result is dependent on many factors which we are unaware of, so better leave it to the Divine.

Not only today, Master CVV promised that he would grace us every morning at 6 AM. So we should be prepared to invoke and get into his presence every morning. On this day, we should pray to the Master that he should reinforce our will so that we participate in morning and evening prayers regularly.

So on this day, Master CVV took a physical form. Before that, his abode was in the Ashram of Master Agastya where he was an advanced initiate. Even after leaving the physical, he continues to be present in the Ashram of Agastya and works from there, granting his presence to everyone who does prayer regularly. Master CVV works on a one to one basis with everyone who invokes him. That is why he called this a path of direct method. He may work through established mediums as well and he can work directly as well. It is upto him on how to function. So we cannot expect how he works. Unexpectedness is the feature of the energy that descended from the highest of planes to this planet via Master CVV.”

Photo of the Master CVV statue at the Balabhanu school Visakhapatnam, India, by a friend

Master CVV and the Energies of Synthesis. A Presentation with Paintings

Sunday, July 26th, 2020

At the virtual May Call Day celebration 2020, I presented a PowerPoint about “Master CVV and the Energies of Synthesis”, and it was simultaneously translated into three languages. Srikanth, a friend from California, proposed to make a video out of it.

We discussed the technical questions. Then, I reworked the four language versions, did MP3 voice recordings and asked Miguel, a friend from Argentina, to review the Spanish translation and do the related voice recording. Srikanth then brought the material into a video editor.

Now, the four videos are ready in time for Master CVV’s birthday celebration. He was born on 4 August 1868. If you would like to know more about his extraordinary life, see here or here. Or have a look at the video. Each of the language versions is a bit over 30 minutes. So take your time.

Eleven Leo Paintings

Tuesday, July 21st, 2020

Leo is the royal sign of the zodiac. The lion is the king of the animals. Every human is essentially leonine, seeking freedom. Leo is related to love and the heart. When the activity of the heart centre awakens, there is also the awakening of soul awareness. This is the birth of group awareness.

The symbolism of Leo is visualised in the eleven Leo paintings done between 2010 and 2020. For detailed detailed descriptions please see the ludgerphilips.org website.

Leo – The Mother on the Lion
27 June 2010, pencils, crayons and photo work
Leo – The Mother with the Lion
11 June 2011, pencils, crayons and photo work
Leo – the Three Planes of the Sun
22 April 2012, pencils, crayons and photo work
Leo – The Entrance
17 March 2013, pencils and photo work
Leo – The Sun Centre in the Heart
09 April 2014, pencils and photo work
Leo – The Tree of the Universe and the Cosmic Teaching Principle
17 April 2015, pencils and photo work
Leo – The Path to the Super Soul
15 April 2016, pencils and photo work
Leo – Hercules Conquering the Inner Lion
20 April 2017, pencils and photo work
Leo – The Gateway of the Sun Centre
17 April 2018, pencils and photo work
Leo – The Pulsating Heart of the Lion
12 April 2019, pencils and photo work
Leo – Group Consciousness. Common Purpose
18 April 2020, pencils and photo work

Leo – Group Consciousness. Common Purpose

Friday, July 17th, 2020

Leo stands for the birth of the soul into group consciousness. As soon as the soul in us awakens, we begin to live in the higher consciousness or group consciousness. There is no more need for us to limits and separations like, this is ‘my group, your group, his group’. It is only one group of all beings of the universe. It is one entity called by many names in many groups. The purpose of Hierarchy is to release the humanity from its concretized bondages and perceived limitations so that they can cooperate with the greater purpose, the Plan for the evolution of our planet.

The picture visualizes the joint orientation of the group towards the higher purpose. For the depiction of the large group below, a photo of a group life at Mount Shasta, USA, was duplicated and mirrored. Above, there are pictures from online group meetings fused together as an expression of the physical and etheric interconnectedness. A staircase leads the view to the globe in the background and there to Shamballa. The detail of the globe is created with the help of a picture from WorldWind.earth using NASA images.

Shamballa is the etheric residence of Sanat Kumara in the Gobi Desert, where the purpose of God for our planet is known. He is the regent of the planet, indicated by the crown at the top of the globe. On the left you see the constellation Leo and on the right the glyph of the sign. The central axis was formed with the help of a photo of a galaxy. It reminds us that our system is part of a larger system and is aligned with it.

See more pictures on the site with my paintings. If you want to print the image, you can download the file in medium and high resolution format.
The different zodiacal signs are clustered in groups – you can see here all my Leo paintings.

18 April 2020, pencils and photo work

Raising Awareness for Wisdom Issues in the Younger Generation

Sunday, July 5th, 2020

Were it strange coincidences that I came across the topic of raising awareness for wisdom issues in the younger generation in apparently unrelated situations during the last week?

The topic is already longer in my mind since long but mostly in a dormant state. In a talk with Sri Kumar four weeks ago he gave some proposals concerning youth involvement which I carry in me in a germinal state since then.

Constructing dwarf homes in the forest

Ten days ago, a group of younger people contacted me. They are developing a communication project to reach people who are not in new age groups and they wanted to share their plans with me, and so we had a Zoom meeting last Wednesday. I felt thrilled by their enthusiasm and I decided to accompany them in their project.

Last Friday, I was informed that the website of the youth forum Mithila will be closed on Saturday – inspired by a proposal of Sri Kumar it started 16 years ago and was first intended for a Jupiter cycle of 12 years. And so, it yesterday came to a close.

“Mithila” is the name of the ancientmost school of Wisdom and of wisdom education for the young generation. There are various groups giving Mithila classes and even Mithila schools in India for children from slum areas.

And there is a group in Venezuela especially dedicated to Mithila education who had a comprehensive website on wisdom teachings which, in a series of great challenges, had to be closed some years ago, and I supported an initiative to bring it back to life. Some days ago, I received a call for help due to another new difficult situation, and so I tried to initiate a group of members to support. The project is very dear to me, and there is much goodwill of the members behind.

I thought, one impulse dissolving, another coming up, others continuing and transforming.

About 15-18 years ago, we had a small Mithila group in our town. I was teaching the two boys of a friend and also our two boys basics of living ethics. My wife gave yoga classes to youngsters and we tried to lay a foundation for right living in a time with lot of counter-currents.

Over the years, I had tried to accompany a few young friends through the times of growing up and early adulthood. I felt they are carrying seeds for the future – but it needs much time and crises for growth. Flowers need time to develop.

Constructing dwarf homes in the forest

Also my youngsters have become adults going their ways into life. The contents of what we tried to teach them has transformed into character and attitudes but not the contents – it is part of the transformation of life.